发现自己原来在emo 的时候只要找个信任和人说说话就会减轻
发现自己实在太难相信别人
太害怕被伤害
发现自己跟男生的感情比女生更来得真挚
是还没找到志同道合的女生朋友吗
发现自己连主动找别人聊天都有点胆怯
不过只要我认定我们是熟悉的朋友
我就不害怕
因为我知道你不会拒绝与我聊天
朋友这词
对我而言
是要经过一段日子才算是
更何况是姐妹
除非你真的是很了解我,跟我很合得来
我才会把你当姐妹
发现自己长越大好像越胆小了
发现自己在爱情里太容易被欺负
因为自己的性格→通常是妥协的一方
看似坚强其实内心非常脆弱
一直在
期待着真正懂我的人出现
很多人以为我高要求
只有自己知道我只想找对感觉
My timetable is full today !!!
I started my class from 8-5pm.
I only had a little bit time between 10-2 to finish my assignment which I have to submit it online and the due date is on the next day.
And I went to the class again at 2pm.
I borrowed a camera from my Editor for taking photos in the evening of our college and the Tennis Inter College Competition .
I went back to college at 5pm to take photos and the weather was so hot and the haze appeared again.
Just thinking "Arrrhhh how can I take good photos with the haze appearance? ? The haze will make the colour of the photos look grey and not so bright "
And actually im not good in taking photos with the DSLR camera.
The first few photos were all white !! Ohhh myyyy ! What is going on ??
I thought I had adjusted the camera into the wrong mode.
And I met my friend Wei Siang on that moment so I request for his help but he said he is also not good in the camera.
Felt so helpless on the moment because I don't have much time today. So I started to adjust the camera mode to get a good photo. I'm hoping at least there are images on the camera.
At last I found a camera mode which shows a symbol S on it. But I don't know what the S means.
The mode gave good photo and very beautiful colours when taking the outdoor photos. I feel very happy when I finally can take photos especially the photos came out so beautiful.
And I kept taking photos surround the college. I even doesn't notice that I had already been taking almost 150 photos.
After I took all the photos
I went to my English discussion with my friends.
We started at 6.30 pm and ended it on 7 something.
And finally I rushed to my Management Exam at 8.30 pm.
Actually I don't have enough time to read all my notes and I just look through all notes.
Luckily those questions are all objective questions.
[Huuuuuuuuuuu]
Finally end up my whole day.
发现自己最近好像越来越不会说话
是太久没有好好说话了吗
我太久没有真正宣泄自己情绪
倾诉给别人听
还是
不敢说话?
因为好像很少人会听我讲话
就算听了也好像一副不想搭理的感觉
这样不被理睬的感觉太可怕
所以我宁愿不说话
Thanks to my friend for fetching me back to college in the middle of night.
I just found out that it is almost 1am and my block will be lock if I go back after 1am.
Actually was waiting for my friend to came back together but just didn't thought that he will be that busy (>_<)
It's quite scary to walk alone back ><
My friend asked me to go back first and asked my another friend to come to fetch me .
Safely arrived my college and ended a tired day today.
Be as an usher for today's event and it's really tiring. I think I won't join any event to be an usher anymore.
Rehearsal start at 12pm
Start make up at 2pm(initially ) But the time extended until 4pm to start make up.
It's really hard to walk with heels. It's even tiring to stand still dont move and smile whole way WITH HEELS . [Carnival Pesta Ang Pau UPM 2014]
haizz
Gonna go to sleep now. Goodnight world ♥
